Friday, July 24, 2009

For the third time, I'm 38!!!!!!!!!

Current mood: content
Category: Life
This is the third time I've tried to post this blog. I don't know if the last 2 failures are an age thing? Could be. Of corse it could be that its 4am, and I'm relaxing after an evening of unhealthy yet ravishing food and drink provided by Beth's brother John who flew in to celebrate our birthdays with us. Beth and I have the same birthday, she of course is younger than the old bastard she married. John took us to our local pub Thurmans, which you might see on the telly if you like man vs food. Healthy? No. Fun? You bet your hat.
So sleep i think. Rib fest tomorrow.......
Just realised why the other two didn't post. Turns out I am an old bastard.......
Currently listening:
Happy Birthday: The Best of Altered Images
By Altered Images

Friday, July 17, 2009

Ways

Current mood:Calmer
Category: Life
Having been given the prohibitively price on drugs that may work a bit, or not, and freaking out quite a bit, I decided to have a bit of a think about it. I now find it kind of releasing.
Working with my MS and not against, interesting idea, wish Id thought of it years ago. I tried to be a performer, when rationally I shouldn't have. In the end its not worked and dumped me in the shit to boot. I still think the drugs company is scum, but, all in all I think getting my life back together is a better move.
There are ways.....

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

Shared solutions my cakey ringpiece

Just got off the phone with shared solutions who provide the drug copaxone I'm been advised to take. Turns out our insurance is dog shit and only covers drugs.administered in hospital. That leaves 30 grand a year to cover. America I'm not the healhtiest twat in the world, apparently in America that means death.
News for you yankee shit house system.
I am really ill, but not as ill as your health system which is at tipping point and will collapse into a pile of shit of its own making, while the test of the world , most of whom have health care which doesn't rank in the low 30's below Morocco and doesn't punish the sick, stand around mumbling, "Bless. Did anyone tell them that there is a cost benefit to decent health care? Never mind, they were good while they lasted.."

"So, shared solutions, remember, there is a special place in hell for cunts like you. Bless. "

State of Play

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Category: Life
Have been taking anti-spasming drugs for the past few weeks. They work. Means I have slowly gone back out in public with out fearing a Karloff moment, accompanied by noise and some undignified dribbling...
Now trying to set up an injection regime. The one thing I always avoided doing. However, turns out I'm quite ill and the injections may slow down the apocalypse for a while.
Its been a weird few months, year? Years? One thing about forgetting a lot of stuff is having no clue what is going on.
I shut down everything. Getting really ill and hiding is like turning off the lights in your life. I wouldn't recommend it. I knew all along it was the worst course I could take, but I did it anyway, because I was really ill and fairly nuts. I'm still really ill, still edging bat shit crazy, but I feel better.
Anyone who was going to come to Edinburgh so see the gig, sorry, I had to pull it, everything caved in all at once. If you want, give me a call, and I'll try and remember some of the jokes I was going to tell.
So, haven't got a clue whats coming next. But today I think it will be OK. Different, but alright.
Currently watching:
Re-Animator
Release date: 2007-03-20