Reality check

I've had MS since my early twenties. After the cold water shock I thought, I can get through this I'll figure it out, it'll be ok. I'm now 42. Holy shit. MS had loads of stuff waiting I wasn't expecting. Ah well, more stuff...

Bumpy.

July 2nd? That was bumpy. Nerve pain drugs are a fascinating nightmare to ride through. 3 stages. Are you suicidial? No. Do you hate everything and everyone? Yes. Do you believe everyone hates you? Yes. Do you roll up to an aqua therapy session yesterday to a pool full full of old old people stoned out of your mind, believing you've arrived at some bizarre version of Cocoon? Yes Are you then shocked to discover your therapists have never heard of Cocoon? Yes. Are you starting to feel better? A bit.