Balance.

I knew something was up today. It took a while to kick in. When it did, my sense of balance was taken. I was walking backward, and realized I wasn't going to stop. Its not a sensation like tripping, falling or making a mistake that you try to correct as best you can. Its the moment when I realize that something has changed, which I can do nothing about, except try and rest it out, to see if it fucks off. It hasn't fucked off, but its lost a lot of its vim, and is currently sulking, because I won't let it out to play.